A million colors in mind💫

Things I want to say out loud

Things I want to scream about.

So much to yell

World, no less than a hell🚬

(Musical illustration to my painting)

Wild heart — and some illustration 🚬

Drunken by the moonlight …….

She heard faint whispers …

In between the forest leaves…..

But she abandoned her fear…..

And was lead by her dreams:)🚬

/loverhater99

–medium ~watercolour

I want to be the flow..

Breathless, I ran and ran, unable to look back. My lungs burning, my chest pounding. I dodged myself behind self created wall…😶

I had been through harder things in my life, and yet I doubt if I had ever felt so dejected before.🙂

I started life with a perfectly glowing aura but then lose colour and fade.

Once my aura was whiter than lilies with specks of yellow and pink but with the passage of time,

Now it is a pale brown.

Don’t you miss your original colours?

Question to myself remains unanswered…

😄🚬 as its not about missing those colours.

But its about how could I even lose them?😶

They says, I was cleaner than fresh spring water. It felt like a tasteless joke, but when I forced myself to laugh, the sound didn’t pass through my throat, and I ended up suppressing a sob✊🏻🚬…..

The past is a whirlpool. If you let it dominate your present moment, it will suck you in,

But how can we live this very moment if all those obstacles never let you live as if a sinner committing a sin!🔥

But then its okay…

somehow, it reminds me that my heart is pure and that I bear God within me.

I don’t care. Where the road will take me. Instead will concentrate on the first step,

That’s only what I’m responsible for.

Once I’ll take that step, I’ll let everything do what it naturally does and the rest will follow. As I don’t wanna go with the flow.

I want to be the flow..😇🚬

/loverhater/faqeer ….

If you’re going to call me beautiful

I never wanted to find eyes of you,

Holding a memory of my body.

Rather would love to be part of your sight,

That reveal its less what the eyes sees and more what the soul feels…

Its the soul, No body😊

For the beauty of what I am on the outside,

For the beauty what you see.

Will some day fade away,

and eventually it’ll force me to think, really? Was it me? 😀

If you’re going to say these words to me,

Then I want voice of you…speak to my soul,

That you really have taken time to dig deeply into who I am on the inside,

and tell me …who could love me less and love my soul more. 😇🚬

/loverhater/faqeer

Just a question :)

Why do we look for signs? When in reality love is blind?😀

😏…. 

Hey wordpress family I need an answer😊!

Your Smile:)

Your smile is the reason

 the sun decides to rise,

 put truth to all the lies.

Bring happy tears to sad eyes,

Makes patriots out of russian spies,

Turns all the lows to highs,

Grant sense to the universe….

Deserves to win the nobel peace prize!-

😆…

#best_friend 

/lover_hater/faqeer

For Life…For Sure✌

Gonna set my passion on fire 

It wasn’t just my desire.🙃

To be or not be the part of it, doesn’t matter anymore

I was, I am, I will be known for my passion for life for sure.✌😛

That was my world, you are no one to get in the way,

Stay out of it and stay blessed with the good days.😝😀

I am not yet done. Now, not just the part of me will burn.😒

World! You are to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on and hope!😄

/loverhater99_faqeer

And sometimes, you just need to accept the fact that some people just can’t stand someone having a perfectly happy life. I am all into sports.✌Sports for life, for sure! And there are people who can’t see such cheerfulness to be the part of my life. Well, cheers people!- I will be back again.. Never can I let you take away my talent, passion or my life my game. 

#proud International player!

~Mad Bad Blood

I accept my insanity,

As mad and as bad as that.😜

World says, thats abnormity

Never had and as sad as that.😃

Why so much concern regarding my sanity?

Don’t be dad, Instead live your life which you never had😝

If the world out there got me what I just said,

Let me be away with the faries instead. ☺✌

/loverhater_faqeer

~For the one who thinks that they can save everyone. Some people are going to destroy themselves no matter how much you try to help them.

Dear best friends try and understand …

It is as simple and as complicated as that… 😊

#short_and_intense…

Don’t Say Or Listen To Anything…Just Be With Me As My Everything!~

The mystery in your eyes, expresses what you can’t put up into words.You don’t need to say anything, I can feel you cause you only be my world.

I can see you quiet, still and motionless which feels like you are in peace.But, my heart can ausculcate every bit of yours. Your stillness and speechlessness actually screams. 

Your eyes got such questions, which aren’t answered yet. Your silence can be feel, to every inch of that.

Don’t say or listen to anything, just be with me as my everything…Through the thick and thin~ 🙂

Love is for the one who can dream of the stranger worlds, where deepness and intensity itself defines how to love and how to be loved.

How can shadow be apart from your soul? I be the shadow to your body, which will make your blood runs cold.

The mystery in youe eyes, expresses what you can’t put up into words, You don’t need to say anything, I can feel you cause you only be my world.

/loverhater_faqeer

Dear Life, Not Yet Done!

 

It’s not over, It’s not done

The storms in my life are yet to come.

Now I am quiet, staring all around

But my heart is screaming on it’s each and every pound.

Cause I have been killed inside,

But yet I’m still alive …which means I will survive.

I am happy that now I have something to do with my pain,

What my words can’t , actions will explain.

_loverhater_faqeer

 

 

Dear Readers,

Have a question and badly in need of an answer ..

people says follow your heart. What if your heart is in a million pieces. Which piece do you follow? 🙂