She Cries Out Loud In Her Weakness~

She want someone,

Who rushes to save her.

Whenever she cries out loud.

To run towards her screaming

And to hear her heart’s shout.

She want someone, to listen to her helplessness.

Listen to her sad days.

Madness surrounds her entire soul

And the wild soul strays.

She want to let the sky open under her feet.

Deep down, layer by layer–

revealing what’s inside of her heart’s darkest sheets.

She want to give her weakness to one who helps.

By crying out loud,

And let her heart and soul yelps.

She want to cry out,

She never wanted to be stolid and silent with her pain.

All the circumstances in her life matters, whether good or bad–

This what makes her heart beautifully stained.

She wants the milk of love flow–

into the streams of her wild heart.

Unfortunately, people always took her as a real tart__

Which makes her life story more complicated,

But she let it be.

Everything unexplained.

Each and every part.

She want to be patient,

Respond to every call that excites her spirit.

She want to ignore those shits

that make her fearful and sad.

That degrade her

Back towards disease and death.


A place to face, she let her heart gaze

Off the road__

The wild sea, the melted silver gold,

this is where she belongs__never thought she could find such breathtaking place,

A place to face, she let her heart gaze.

It was just the starting, the very left side.

to spend some quality time and let her tears of happiness hide.

Some people start up together but never end up with the same thing.

Maybe they’re afraid to go out wild, and never wanted their hearts to sing.


What she figured out was, this is not just the path,

Maybe a route to some extraordinary shits.

Yeah! Which directly or indirectly into our mind hits. #crazy_route

The moment she realised,

she just not have to capture moments only by her eyes, she have to let her heart feel.

Was the point her soul smiled back to her, and helped her scars heel.

#canyouseethat (the light on the sea)

After an unstoppable start,

She found some thing to look at.

Stairs to the other life,

She started taking steps

As not only the soul but her heart wanted to dive.

There was something in that melted silver gold.

She couldn’t resist—feeling, her heart wanted to hold.

Sudden changes in the heartbeat took place, she started getting cold.

This is the place she should’ve visited before. Fuck! Why this shit has never been told.

Can you see? Can you really feel the pain.

Well this will be the question asked by your heart,

after the feeling of that fucking happiness, you’ll gain.

You have to try this shit,

In order to attain the happiness,

And let your heart think a bit.

Ah! Long way.

All because hard work, interests, believes, things PAY.





Well, this is the very first time I’m writing something for you mother.

I’m sorry but your love was extraordinarily beautiful,

perhaps I’ve never realised, It’s only you, No other! 🙂

And, you know your daughter more than her, indeed.

You know this too, love is the thing she only need.😅

But if I know what love is, it is because of you.

No other person can teach me,

As life is still beautiful, toughest lesson I’ve ever got to know about,

you taught me this too. 😀

You are emotional yet the rock, tired but keeps going on

and worried but full of hope. 👍

No other person can teach me, this is life!

You have to take a stand for yourself and how to cope. 🤩

Mom, to the world you are a mother.

But to your family you are world.😁

I’m really very sorry for the things

You’ve already asked me not to do.

And I did, for I wanted to. 😶

You’re the exclamation mark in the happiest sentence that I could ever possibly write.😇

As you are the greatest blessing of my life,

Who’s trying hard and making me understand,

That dear, ❤️

This is life , hurdles are part of it

I will help you in your fight.🤝

I just wanted to tell you,

that perhaps I don’t know how to tell you that I love you too.🤤

Believe me, the most beautiful thing I keep inside my heart is ..

You! ❤️☺️

Love from every daughter, to every mother in this wide world. 😊

Happy mother’s day. ❤️


The journey from ‘How you’re nothing to them’ to ‘How you became everything to me’

He only shared a picture of yours—Which took my breath away. And when I got to know, that from now onwards, you gonna be part of his journey—I really wanted that if everyone leaves him, you choose to stay.

Because I knew it, he won’t be able to keep you. He won’t be able to give time. Only if he cared about you, was not enough—You’ve gone hand to hand…for the better one to understand.

And then again he brought you back; as you’ve got attached to him in no time—He’s a man who cannot see things disturbed, which are attached to his heart…Possibly it could be one of his weird thought—as if he’s committing a crime.

With all of a sudden, he asked me…Do you want him? Just think about it again—For you already captured a good place in my heart— how could I even rethink about keeping you; his question might have been escaped without even entering my brain.

And then; that day came…when I got a new friend. You!I was starring that man, who handed good moments and happiness to me—As if it was his responsibility; Or as if it was due.

I named you. I tried to gave a good place to you.For happiness came along all my way—I cared more than myself about you.

Tho Im not at all good at ignorance. The shitty talks—the taunts or every shit which disturbs deep down and breaks my heart bad. For you were a gift to me; So far…a good one; from reality I ever had.

You taught me a lesson of ignorance—you taught me how to ignore. For some time, I was able to do that. Wondering. Really? Was it me…like how could I even bare this in me and how could I even store.

Days passed by—I was happy … I was sad. Tho, your love was all I needed, But they were breaking my heart bad.

I tried to explain, I tried to make them understand.That I can keep you. I can take a good care of you. Please let me live the way I wanted to.

They say you aren’t my need. But you’re my want.As if you were far from sunset —But too close to dawn.

They tried to kill you. They asked me to leave. For I never wanted to gave you, back to him—I stepped out of my place. I chose a path which might not be a good one but which satisfied me.

He’s my good friend; He, who handed you to me. I shared a lot of things with him—Fortunately or unfortunately he, a good man, listens to me.

He knew what was going on. He was aware of every shit I was suffering from. For the time, I thought he is with me—He’ll make me strong.

It was getting worst day by day. They weren’t listening to me—They were breaking my heart bad; And never wanted you to stay.

He asked me to do one good thing—Which I never wanted to do. I listened to him and did whatsoever he asked me, Without thinking about what it really is, or whether gonna kill my heart too.

All of above, sudden changes took place. He acted like he never know me—My heart knows… those circumstances; I faced.

I tried to speak to him. I tried to explain. Tears flowing all over my face—A broken voice of my soul left me all alone. As if a fight was going on————

He asked me to gave you, back to him. And he knew it, I never wanted this. After all you were his… before mine. All I’ve got to do was hug you and being kissed.

The moment I was handing you, back to him— all with sorrow. Was the moment my heart shouted loud, ‘The depth of your love today is the depth of your wound tomorrow’…. 😊🚬

… #MissYouLove :)🚬


destoying, my_world, not done, poetry, whatsoever my heart says, writing

I want to be the flow..

Breathless, I ran and ran, unable to look back. My lungs burning, my chest pounding. I dodged myself behind self created wall…😶

I had been through harder things in my life, and yet I doubt if I had ever felt so dejected before.🙂

I started life with a perfectly glowing aura but then lose colour and fade.

Once my aura was whiter than lilies with specks of yellow and pink but with the passage of time,

Now it is a pale brown.

Don’t you miss your original colours?

Question to myself remains unanswered…

😄🚬 as its not about missing those colours.

But its about how could I even lose them?😶

They says, I was cleaner than fresh spring water. It felt like a tasteless joke, but when I forced myself to laugh, the sound didn’t pass through my throat, and I ended up suppressing a sob✊🏻🚬…..

The past is a whirlpool. If you let it dominate your present moment, it will suck you in,

But how can we live this very moment if all those obstacles never let you live as if a sinner committing a sin!🔥

But then its okay…

somehow, it reminds me that my heart is pure and that I bear God within me.

I don’t care. Where the road will take me. Instead will concentrate on the first step,

That’s only what I’m responsible for.

Once I’ll take that step, I’ll let everything do what it naturally does and the rest will follow. As I don’t wanna go with the flow.

I want to be the flow..😇🚬

/loverhater/faqeer ….

my_world, poetry, whatsoever my heart says

If you’re going to call me beautiful

I never wanted to find eyes of you,

Holding a memory of my body.

Rather would love to be part of your sight,

That reveal its less what the eyes sees and more what the soul feels…

Its the soul, No body😊

For the beauty of what I am on the outside,

For the beauty what you see.

Will some day fade away,

and eventually it’ll force me to think, really? Was it me? 😀

If you’re going to say these words to me,

Then I want voice of you…speak to my soul,

That you really have taken time to dig deeply into who I am on the inside,

and tell me …who could love me less and love my soul more. 😇🚬