I want to be the flow..

Breathless, I ran and ran, unable to look back. My lungs burning, my chest pounding. I dodged myself behind self created wall…😶

I had been through harder things in my life, and yet I doubt if I had ever felt so dejected before.🙂

I started life with a perfectly glowing aura but then lose colour and fade.

Once my aura was whiter than lilies with specks of yellow and pink but with the passage of time,

Now it is a pale brown.

Don’t you miss your original colours?

Question to myself remains unanswered…

😄🚬 as its not about missing those colours.

But its about how could I even lose them?😶

They says, I was cleaner than fresh spring water. It felt like a tasteless joke, but when I forced myself to laugh, the sound didn’t pass through my throat, and I ended up suppressing a sob✊🏻🚬…..

The past is a whirlpool. If you let it dominate your present moment, it will suck you in,

But how can we live this very moment if all those obstacles never let you live as if a sinner committing a sin!🔥

But then its okay…

somehow, it reminds me that my heart is pure and that I bear God within me.

I don’t care. Where the road will take me. Instead will concentrate on the first step,

That’s only what I’m responsible for.

Once I’ll take that step, I’ll let everything do what it naturally does and the rest will follow. As I don’t wanna go with the flow.

I want to be the flow..😇🚬

/loverhater/faqeer ….