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My Bad…Sorry Dad

You should have grabbed my hairs before dad…I could have realized the better path for life instead. 🙃

You should have told me that I am breaking your heart bad…I could have stopped following my heart instead.💔

You should have slapped me before dad!..I could have stumbled but kept my feet ahead. 😓

You should have never let me free like you always had…I could have understood freedom is not for me-my bad!😶

You shouldn’t have fulfilled all my wishes and make my dreams come to reality dad…I could have tried to realize life is not what I want it to be and had my heart killed instead. 🙃

You should have cried before because of me dad…I could have tried not to be the reason of your tears from then instead. 🤐

At least you should have explained me what you think of me before dad!…I could have loved you more with all my heart which I always had. 💔☺

You should have gave me one chance to make it clear, no such proud I ever had…I could have cleared myself that not kind of a person you think I am-my bad!🙃

You should have taught me, how to live life dad…I could have learned and have not live life suffocatingly as I always had. 😟

You should have not loved me through the thick and thin dad…because of the absence of love in my life, I could have understood what real love actually is instead. 😓

/a daughter 😓….loverhater/faqeer

….And Sorry Dad!~☹

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45 thoughts on “My Bad…Sorry Dad”

  9. This is touching…I wanted to say all these things to my dad as a teenager..! We all make mistakes..and even fight the people who love us…but the most important thing is the realization…u realized.. that’s it!😃

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  12. A Walk into the Woods says:

    Why so many regrets dear… Had your dad done what you have requested, are you sure you would have reacted the way you think now? Your today is what you have gone through in life. No offense… But the post gave me a feeling that you are blaming your father for something that’s happened in life. With due respect to your life’s struggles, I would really not blame anyone.

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  14. This is a masterpiece. I don’t feel pain in your words. I feel courage and intimacy. Power, strength and courage. I absolutely love this. I was assaulted at the end of 2009. An unprovoked attack that nearly cost me my life. I am empowered by the pain. I forgive my attacker he made me the woman I am today. Kudos to you. 🙂

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  20. The silent fathers are the best ones to guide you and it seems you had one. The silent type that would just look in to your eyes for you to feel whatever he is feeling at the moment. They are the most feared torturers yet the best teachers that could guide you in this life. 🙂

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  22. So Touching. And the words !! How Girl asks her Father forgiveness !!
    Its very important, we Love as well teach Discipline to our kids.
    Otherwise, this is what happens !! Atleast here the child asks for Forgiveness !! How many children do this ?

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